Harlow people of the world~it has been sometime since I've updated my blog @.@ well, one just gotta have the feel to blog sometimes. Guess most bloggers do feel the same way..haha unless they are the one who puts their hearts & soul into blogging =) haha ANYWAY, it's New Year's Eve! The last Saturday of 2011. obviously..ehem.
In a nutshell, the journey that I've been through in 2011 was somehow...bitter..sour..sweet? lol It's a mixture of failures, disappointments, regrets & a series of unexpected events?
For me, once 2011 passes by, it's been a year since
I've spent such little time with my parents. Due to my studies, in which my dad had to "deport" me all across the South China Sea ( I'm still mad at u daddy >.<) for the best education in law. Sighs..I really hate being away from home..to be honest. One can be define from where he or she comes from. Simply, Kuching, Sarawak defines me the best. ^_^ Nothing beats how much I miss the 2 people who I owe my life to..nothing. (Forgive..I'm getting a bit emotional here =') ) I wish that 2012 will be a fruitful & healthy year for you, Mummy & Daddy. I love you guys so much & I'll try my very best to get a scroll for you. My God Bless you. <3
Next! =D my beloved buckets..my pweedy twin sister..& the good looking pain in the neck, my bro. Well, I can't say I spend very little time with them as they are 2 hours away from me. We often visit each other sometimes. Most of the time, through facebook or calls. But still, I do miss them a lot.
Well, it's not really a good picture due to my shaky hands but..there they are! me love loves. life won't be perky without them (fyi, they're not perky as you think, excessively perky people are annoying @.@ ) anyway, they are the spices to my life. Ta & Felix, I pray that the both of you will have a fruitful & healthy 2012 too. May you guys, Mummy & Daddy stay alive O.O i mean it! Study hard & make Mummy & Daddy proud aites? Love you guys lots! <3
Moving on...university life..some say it's the worst time of one's life. But parents had made the effort so that their kids will get into college & university~for a bright future. Parents are wonderful people I tell you. They would go to the ends of the world to make sure their kids become successful people. =) However, it doesn't mean that all kids will have their university days, glory. Well, mine doesn't. Law..a field where hectic, mind-winding, chaos & nervous breakdowns goes well together. I've to face that. In fact, I've been facing it for a year..but have not reached the ultimate level..just yet. I mean..I'm just a 1st year. 3.5 years left..may the Good Lord guide me T_T. I'm honestly saying this now..I might not have been putting my whole efforts into working VERY hard. T_T that's what I'm regretting. Not working VERY hard. sighs...to be honest, it's all about "PROCRASTINATION". This is Satan in disguise & I, without fail, will always fall into it's freaking trap. I really need a spiritual & mental strength to work hard. I've been praying for that..for quite some time actually. Resulting in, a big F and a big D for my major subjects. That was a huge blow to the mind...something that was very bitter & also, I've failed those who have hopes placed on my shoulder. Nothing can beat the guilt I had until now. For the upcoming New Year, with God's Grace, I'll try to work VERY hard to prove that I ain't the idiot that I've used to be. With great friends (& smart friends) I hope to it could play a role in this dream of mine.Also, to prove that I can balance between studies, family & relationships.
And that brings us to my "unexpected event" =) I can't exactly call him an event..he's someone that maybe God wants me to be with right now. From the day I've entered university, we were friends through the Catholic society..soon after that, as we each gone through ups & downs..more downs though @.@ but we still managed it. Here he is...
Well, again, it wasn't a really good picture..but this is it. My first boyfie =)
Boo, I wish you a fruitful 2012 & make you be healthy & successful in your studies. *And...please stop smoking, i beg u T_T*
Well..there's not really much thing to say anymore for now, so, here's to a brand New Year~ may God flourish this world with His Grace & may He bless each one of you here today. Remember that He will not leave out anyone of you. You may not feel it, BECAUSE
HE IS LIKE THE WIND, YOU CAN'T SEE HIM BUT YOU CAN FEEL HIM =)
God bless..everyone.
With love,
Felicity. ^_^
Anyway, what most people would say to individuals with a retarded, haywired, & confused mind like I do..look to Daddy God. With Him, I hope I can regain back the strength & my study mojo T.T
